Isaac King....My Ultimate Brick Wall

Isaac King is an enigma...wrapped up in a mystery....buried in a 15,000 piece puzzle. He also happens to be my paternal grandfather. I never met him...I never even knew he existed until I was in my mid-twenties. Growing up, I believed that John D Keys was my grandfather. He was the patriarch of my paternal family and he was loved and adored. I do not remember much about when he was sick. I was only eight at the time and unlike most of my childhood memories, my recollections of this time in my life are hazy at best. Granddad was fine one day, sick the next and then my mom was trying to explain his death to me. What I do remember is how heartbroken my family was...especially my dad. I had never seen him so sad. At the time I had no idea that he was not my blood relative.


I was in my early 20's and I was speaking to my mom about my Granddad and she let it slip that he was not my biological grandfather. Wait..what?!! Who is my grandfather? What is my real last name?! I could not believe that I was 24 years old and did not know who my grandfather was. It took me a couple of weeks to broach the subject with my dad. My dad is AWESOME. I really love him and he has always made sure that I knew that I can come to him with anything. I am also very protective of my dad and would never allow anyone to hurt him. I did not know the circumstances of this bombshell so I was worried that asking him would bring up some painful memories. You know, now that I think back on this, I realize that I was not scared of his reaction to this or if he was going to tell me the truth because I knew he would. When I finally asked him about the situation, he told me that his biological father's name was Isaac King and that he also had brothers in San Francisco somewhere. I was shocked that my dad had extra siblings and that he sis not know much about them. My dad is all about family and he is glue that keeps everyone together. My dad also told me that he met Isaac once when he was a child. Dad stated that he did not like him too much and after that day, Dad never saw him again. I had so many questions but I did not want to reopen any old wounds. Based on the little he told me I could tell that whatever the situation with Isaac, my dad did not have any positive feelings for him. Also, my grandma was still alive and I was not sure how she would feel about me digging into her past so I tried to let it go and just remember Granddad.


My search for Isaac was renewed after I took a DNA test. I had hundreds of cousins and I had no idea how any of us were related. Thankfully my parents were open to DNA testing and I got them tested as soon as possible. However it give me a very few answers and tons of questions. My family tree is pretty extensive but you can see the big empty branch that represents my father's paternal line. The only thing that is there is a name...Isaac King. I have no date of birth, birthplace...NOTHING. I cannot adequately express my frustration with this. I have a need to know more but I don't have any real information that I can actually research. The name itself is pretty common and they are all over the country. I may find something in the 1950 census but I will not wait that long to find out more info. What I do have are several men that look like my dad. I have one match to my dad who recently shared an old picture of him and his dad when he was a baby. This pictured stunned me because his father could be my father's twin. When I showed the picture to my dad, he laughed and asked where did I get that picture of him. You can imagine the hope that flared, although premature, that I had maybe found a connection to my biological grandfather. Unfortunately, we still have not been able to figure out the connection.

A few months after that I was talking to my mother on the phone while checking on my DNA matches on Ancestry and came across a new match with the surname King, I decided to take a peek and found an Isaac King. When I clicked on the the link and there was a picture of this person Isaac. This man looked just like my father. I actually felt like the floor under me had shifted. Here is a man named Isaac King who is the ancestor of a DNA match AND he looks like my father. At this point I realized my mother had been calling my name for quite some time and I demanded that she get online so that I can show her this picture. I sent the picture to my mother with no explanation. She was speechless when she saw the picture and when I told her what the man's name was she told me that I need to share this with my dad. I texted him a copy of the picture and told him to call me. I immediately reached out to the match to try and start a dialogue so that we could figure out if his Isaac King and my Isaac King were the same. My father called me a short while later very amused that this man looked so much like him. My dad asked me who was it and I told him that his name was Isaac King. My dad was quiet for a little while and then asked if it was our Isaac King and I stated that I did not know but that I was checking into it. We chatted for a little bit and then I went back to researching. After talking to the match as well as another family member of this Isaac King I had to accept that this Isaac was not my paternal grandfather since this man lived and died in the Caribbean Islands and we had nothing showing that he ever visited the US. Another disappointment but not a complete letdown and now I have a DNA connection to a King family.

What I have learned in this seemingly never-ending search is that I should reserve all judgement until I have verifiable proof and not to get my hopes up. I can recognize my need to know more and be sensitive to my dad and what he may be feeling.  It has been a long road and the end is nowhere in sight but I will continue to search until I find that one clue or hint that breaks down that brick wall. I know it's out there...I just have to be patient. I WILL find out who Isaac King was and where he lived.

 

My Dad

My match's Dad

Discovery of a warrior...Meeting Mama Cille

Lucille Polk was a strong presence in my mother's family growing up. My mother told me stories of Mama Cille...how she knew when my mother was pregnant just by looking at her, how she had a big heart and took in foster kids. Lucille was called Mama Cille by all her grandchildren and great grandchildren and we heard about how much she was loved by her family and how tough she was. However, outside of my grandmother, Wadie, I doubt any of us had a clue to what had happened in her life.

Mama Cille was born in Hearne, Texas to John William Polk and Selena Jones. I don't know much about her childhood. She died a year before I was born and the details of her life were not shared with me as far as I can remember. Most of what I know about Mama Cille is from the few stories that were shared with me or the research that I have done on my own. I would have loved to meet her and hear her voice. I don't even know what she looked like. What I do know is that her life was not easy.

Mama Cille was 14 when her mother, Selena passed away due to influenza. Within a few short months, Mama Cille married Wade Hamilton Kerr. From what I know of Wade in his younger years, he was not without his demons...he had a serious drinking problem and he would get violent at times. Things were very rocky during this time in Mama Cille's life. She had suffered through a still birth in 1933 and found herself pregnant again by 1934. By the time Mama Cille was was 22 she had three children and her marriage was falling apart. It was not long after that Mama Cille and Wade separated. Mama Cille continued to do what she needed to do to take of her children and put food on the table. Mama Cille definitely did not go through this alone...she had a great support system in her sisters, Martha, Mary, Anna Bell, Mattie Mae and Aunt Ruby.

 After a time, things started to turn around for Mama Cille. She even met a new man, Willie Fountain and they had a brief romance. Unfortunately this was the beginning of a dark time in her life. Willie was not a good man and he scared my grandmother...she would hide whenever she heard him coming. I do not know exactly what he did to my grandmother as she would not talk about it but it affected her all of her life. Eventually grandmama told Mama Cille what was going on. Mama Cille broke things off with Willie. Now here is where things get a little murky.

In 1937, Wade is arrested for the murder of Willie Fountain. According to the newspapers and court records, Mama Cille and Willie were seeing each other while she was estranged from Wade. Eventually she and Wade decided to reconcile. Mama Cille had previously given Willie a lock of hair that he wore on his hat. Mama Cille wanted it back so she and Wade went to Willie's to retrieve the lock of hair. We will never know what exactly happened during this meeting but at the end,  Willie was dead from a gunshot wound. Wade turned himself into authorities afterwards. I have some doubts that the reason Wade shot Willie was because of a lock of hair. I cannot help but wonder if the reason the shooting took place was because of the treatment of my grandmother by Willie. There is a big part of me that thinks that in spite of the fact that Wade was not a good husband he would not stand by and let anyone harm his kids.

For Mama Cille the following seven years are full of upheaval. The story is covered all over Corsicana... I am pretty sure that everyone was talking about it and now her husband was in jail. Wade fought the charge for two years but he was eventually was found guilty and sentenced to 5 years. I am not sure what happened between Wade and Mama Cille during this time but they could not work it out and she filed for divorce and it was granted in March of 1940 shortly before Wade was released from prison. Whatever happened between Wade and Mama Cille, their marriage was over and she later listed herself as "Widowed"on the 1940 census.

From what I can tell, Mama Cille decided to start anew and made the decision to relocate to California. At some point my grandmother followed her and so did Mama Cille's sisters. I have heard numerous stories of life in California and now that I think about it, my grandmama never talked about living in Texas. She only spoke of her memories here in California. 

Mama Cille settled in the Bay Area and rebuilt a good life for herself with her family surrounding her. Her children had grown up, married and settled in the Bay Area as well. At the end of her life, she was surrounded by her sisters, her children, her grandchildren, nieces, nephews, foster children and friends.

It is really inspiring for me to see what Mama Cille lived through. She had many trials and tribulations through her life and she seemed to handle it all with a strength and dignity that appears to have never failed her. I guess that famous quote is right, "It is not how you weather the storm, it's how you dance in the rain". I am proud to be her descendant and I have a better understanding of why the women in my family are so resilient. My mother is my hero and I have always wondered where she got her amazing strength and courage. How could she keep a positive attitude while in the midst of heartbreak and turmoil? Apparently it is a trait that Mama Cille instilled in her children and grandchildren.  Mama Cille was an amazing woman and while I feel sad that I never got to know her personally, I am happy that I was able to research her and tell her story.

*I want to give a shout out to my Aunt Lisa who helped me piece a lot of this together. I never would have understood the depth of character Mama Cille had if my Aunt had not filled in the blanks. Thank you.

The Hunt for Wade Hamilton Kerr

Growing up, I spent time with my grandmother, Wadie almost everyday, I had a slightly unconventional family circle. I had two parents, two step-parents, numerous aunts, uncles and cousins. Rounding out the family circle were my maternal great grandparents. My mother's paternal grandparents were always in my life and I spent every summer with my great-grandmother, Elizabeth Lang Jackson. She was the matriarch of my family from my point of view. But on my mother's maternal side, the family wasn't as full. My grandmother Wadie talked a lot about her mother and her brother but never mentioned her dad. I never really noticed this until I got older and realized that I knew nothing about her dad and she never brought him up. I asked her once where her name originated and she told me she was named after her father, Wade. She changed the subject after that and I did not ask anything else because it seemed to make her uncomfortable, I assumed that he had died when she was young and I did not want to make it worse for her. Grandmama spoke often of her little brother, Bennie. The family had not heard from Uncle Bennie since the seventies and it made her sad that she did not know where her brother was or if he was alive.

Wadie Kerr

After Grandmama died, I doubled my research into her family. In 2011, I came across the death record for her father, Wade Hamilton Kerr. I was shocked to read that he died in 1972..30 years after his wife, Mama Cille, listed herself as widowed in the 1940's census. I was extremely curious about what had happened between him and his family. In my estimation it had to be bad since my mother nor her siblings had ever met him. Wade died in Wyandotte, Kansas and had lived there since the fifties. He had remarried and his wife is buried beside him in the Veteran's Cemetery. I had so many questions. Why did he move? Why did the family completely break from each other? Did he and his new wife have any children?

A few months ago, Wade had a shaky leaf on Ancestry. When I looked into it I found a record in Texas on Convicts. Apparently Wade had committed manslaughter and was incarcerated in 1936 for the murder of a Mr Fountain. I wanted to know what happened. Why did he kill this man? Is this what caused the collapse of the family? I took a trip to the local genealogical society to peruse newspaper articles and I hit paydirt:

I did a little more research and found the Appellate court records. It was called the Lock of Hair Murder. Apparently Mama Cille and Wade hit a rough patch during their marriage and separated. At this time they had three children. Mama Cille met Mr. Fountain and entered into a relationship, during which she gave him a lock of her hair. After a while, Wade re-entered the picture and he and Mama Cille decided to give their marriage another go for the sake of their family. Things were okay for a while but Wade did not like the fact that Mr. Fountain had a lock of Mama Cille's hair. He demanded the she get the hair back. Together they walked over to Mr. Fountain's home to get the hair back and for some reason Wade brought his shotgun with him. Mama Cille asked Mr. Fountain for her lock of hair, which he kept in his hat. Mr Fountain gave her the lock of hair and I am not sure what happened between them but it ended with Wade shooting Mr. Fountain. Mr Fountain succumbed to his injuries. Wade was arrested and spent almost 5 years in prison. Three days before his release, Mama Cille filed for divorce. There is no one alive that can tell us what happened between Wade and Mama Cille or what was the reason for the separation of the family. I have many question, suspicions and theories but I have to live with the fact that I may never know what happened between them


It was very gratifying to find part of Wade's story and learn about what happened to him when he was young. I later came across his obituary:

I found it interesting that they used my grandmother Wadie's nickname, Babo. Since Uncle Bennie lived in Kansas at the time I wonder if he was at the funeral. I wonder what Wade's funeral was like. Was it full of people who loved him and told funny stories at his repast? I hope so. I don't know what caused Wade to break from his first family but I know it caused a lot of pain in my grandmother. Grandmama had a full life and a large family. We really came together when she passed and her funeral was full of people who loved her and would always miss her. I hope that Wade had the same experience. I hope that whatever mistakes from his past did not stop him from making a new, happy life with his new family.

When your maternal and paternal lines collide.. Part I

When I started my genealogical journey it never occurred to me that one day I may come across a situation like this. There were two things that I knew for sure....my mom's family originated from Texas and my dad's family originated from Mississippi and the families did not mix until my parents married. There is nothing like a little genealogy research to turn your world around. Let's start with the basics.

My father is descended from the Duckworth, Keys, Peyton, and Windham family of Mississippi. The first mystery I encountered was the fact that my paternal grandmother, Vera Windham and her husband and my father's stepfather, John Keys were cousins, Once I took a DNA test, I noticed that I had numerous Duckworth matches and I could not understand why. As far as I knew at the time, the only Duckworth in my tree was John and we weren't related. Once the 1940's census was released the mystery was solved. it listed Vera, her mother Mamie and sisters living with her future husband BUT they were listed as cousins, While that answered some questions it did not answer how they were related and I could not find any more info on John's parents. One of my most, recent discoveries revealed that Mamie was a Duckworth through her mother Anna. So now I  know that Duckworth family was on both sides of my father's family. Within the last month I received information regarding the Duckworth family slave holder, Benjamin Case Duckworth.

My mother is descended from the Thompson, Kerr, Evans and Lang family from Texas. My research into her family has been relatively easy because I grew up around her siblings, parents, aunts, uncles and grandparents. I spent every summer at her grandmother's farm as a child and I heard many stories about the Langs, my great grandmother's family. Elizabeth Lang was the center of my mother's world and I believe my great grandmother doted on my mother. The Lang line was very well known to me but my mother did not know a lot about her father's paternal line, The Thompsons. We knew they had been in Texas for a long time. Her father's paternal line was something of a mystery to me because we did not know anything past her grandfather, Otha. Ater some research through Otha's obituary and census records, I found the name of Otha's parents and siblings but that was where the trail went cold.   After my mother's DNA test this year, I came across a few matches with Thompson links that created more questions than answers but still left me confused about the Thompson family origins. I know Otha's paternal grandfather was born in either Alabama or Mississippi but that is the extent of my current knowledge.

Seven months ago, I came across a surprise while looking up a match of mine. I had assumed that she was related to my dad through the Duckworth family. We have the same people on our tree. But once I received my mother's Gedmatch results back and check her matches I realized that this same cousin was on her list. My first thought was that my parents shared a cousin. But after having a more thorough look I realized that this cousin did not share any DNA with my dad...only with my mother. My first intention was to reach out to this cousin. Unfortunately she had passed away a week before. She was a warm, goodhearted person and I was very sad to hear of her passing. I remembered that she made me a contributor to her tree and I decided to take a more comprehensive look at her tree and realized that while we had the same people in our tree, she was not directly descended from those people. She was descended from a Nancy Duckworth, who appeared to be Native American. Not too long after that, my mother received another match who confused me even more. This new match was European and after looking through her family tree realized that she descended from Duckworth's as well...all Caucasian, To say that I was surprised is a gross understatement. My mother had two DNA matches who both connected to the Duckworth surname, one from the African- American side and one from the Caucasian side. Since the Caucasian Duckworths lived in New York and the African-American Duckworth lived in Mississippi, I did not want to assume that they were connected. I felt that I had assumed enough and I should just sit on that for a while.

A month ago, one of my Duckworth cousins shared the family tree of the Duckworth Family slave holder. I thoroughly searched the tree and found a connection to New York. I then compared the trees from my mother's Caucasian Duckworth cousin to the slave holder's tree and realized that the families were definitely related. Also in the slave holder's tree I found a connection to a Thompson family in Alabama. So it appears that my mother is possibly descended from the slave holding Duckworths and my father is descended from the Duckworth slaves. That is a lot to take in and I will admit that it seems unreal. Since many of the Duckworth connections are on Ancestry, I have decided to have both of my parents take a test to see if we can compare chromosomes and really pinpoint the connection. I just mailed out my mother's test this morning and will be testing my dad soon. I pray the results will give me more answers than questions.

New surnames and connections!

It has been interesting to find so many connections and surnames. When I began on this journey, I initially only knew a few of the family surnames: Keys, Lang, Thompson and Kerr. When I look back I am amazed at how little I knew. It was hard for me to determine a plan of action because I had so little information. I started by looking at my parents and moving backwards. I was a Keys along with my dad, my mother was a Thompson, her mother was a Kerr and her paternal grandmother was a Lang. I never would have gotten any further than that if it were not for Ancestry and their online records. Through working on that site I discovered more surnames such as King. Polk, Evans, Peyton, Windham and Sterling. Death certificates are a goldmine! I was so grateful to find so much information. I could not imagine another lucky find such as this.

With the growing popularity of DNA testing, I eventually realized that I would need to take one. I knew that I would have some matches and maybe, hopefully, find some great ancestor somewhere. I was wholly unprepared for the volume of matches I would get and what these new relations would mean. I realized that with every match came multiple surnames....most I had never heard within my own family and I was at a complete lost at how to find our common ancestor. Then slowly I started to realize that some surnames began to stick out. I had a few matches with the same surnames and people and I started keeping track. I figured out that while I have not found the connection yet in my tree and thanks to chromosome browsing, I could concur that we all shared the same ancestor somewhere and I could possibly include the surname into my collection. Then....the flood gates opened. Now along with the surnames that I had traced so far now there were more:
Duckworth,Glasker, Jones, Johnson, Mcwhorter, Hoge/Hogue/Hogg and Vance.

As I continue my search, I hope that I will find those connections between these surnames and my ancestors. I truly look forward to the journey.

New Year, New Discoveries

I haven't blogged in a while but the research has been ongoing and I have broke through many brick walls. Let's start with my father's family:

My father's was raised by his stepfather, John Keys and his mother Vera. John's mother was Lillie Duck(s)worth and her father was John Duck(s)worth. There were four Duckworth brothers, usually referred to as the Big Four.  Two names immediately caught my attention, Isom and John. I have always wondered if our John was "the" John of the Big Four. However I could not find any other information on him. Through my own DNA tests I have found out that I am related to the Duckworth since I pulled several Duckworth matches but I couldn't figure out how until I came across the 1940's census which listed Vera, her mother Mamie and sisters living with John in Mississippi but they were listed as cousins to the head of the household John. Now I had proof that I was not only related to John Keys by blood but also to the Duckworth family as well through him. Recently through the help of a new cousin, I have come to understand that this branch of my family is long and complicated. Vera's maternal grandmother is also a Duckworth....Anna Duckworth was the daughter of Isom and Jane Keys. It will be an interesting journey to trace this side of the family.

The Windham branch of the family is also very interesting in that some believe the American branch can be traced to the English branch, which is connected to royalty. I have seen a few extremely detailed trees leading to the Plantagenet family on paper but the DNA proof will most likely never be found.

Now my mother's side is also interesting. My mother is 97% African and 3% European. Her European has already directed me to matches who have traced some of their connections to the Visigoths! Her results are still new and there are new matches everyday. One of her first matches that I noticed was really astounding in the fact that the person is directly descended from my dads Duckworth ancestors but she only shares DNA with my mom. It seems that my maternal genealogy research is going to take me on a wild adventure and I am looking forward to it!.

Finding the DNA link to an ancestor's slave holder

I haven't blogged in a while but I have been constantly researching my roots and WOW...have I made incredible discoveries along the way. I have connected with many new cousins, locations and so much information. I'm really not sure where to start but I'll try to keep it short and sweet.

My last post was about utilizing Gedmatch. Since then I have become best friends with Gedmatch and the benefits from the site are too numerous to count. I have taken two more DNA tests, 23andme and FTDNA and I have had my dad tested and my mom is next. The discoveries so far have been momentous.

Let's start with my maternal family, which originates from Texas. After years of searching I finally located my mothers paternal 2x great grandmother's death certificate. It was a happy occasion since the day before I did not her name. Her death certificate was an amazing find since it also listed her father's name.

Now the name of her father is very interesting. I never knew that the Jones surname was in my family. Most importantly, her father shares the same name as a very prominent slave holder in the area. I am not sure she was born a slave or right after slavery ended because census records have varying estimated dates. But based on his age and family I believe she is the child of the slave owners son. I do not have exact DNA proof yet but based on some clues I have gotten from my own results, I believe I am on the right track. My next step is to test my mother which will be happening very soon.

On my father's maternal side there have been some very intriguing discoveries. One of his great grandfather's had a very unusual name. In one census record his name is recorded as Moncao Peyton and in another as Mauchu and Monchie. I am unsure which one is correct but I have looked up all and they are mostly used in the Spanish language. My dad DNA test showed Spanish ancestry so this is definitely something worth looking into. My main roadblock regarding research is that my dad's family comes from Mississippi...the records are not as easily accessible online like other states. Now that I have so many hints regarding my Spanish ancestry, I definitely won't be giving up now.

 On the other side of this line are the Windhams. Now this is the only ancestor that I had previously traced to a slave holder, Daniel Windham. I was not sure if there was any relation but I had heard that it was possible. I have not had any DNA matches to any Windhams from my DNA test so I was beginning to think that maybe my ancestors had most likely just taken the surname. But last month my dad's DNA test was processed and one of his top matches was a Windham. I emailed the person to get more information and hit pay dirt! This match has 100% European DNA and is the 4x great granddaughter of the slave owner! I finally had proof the the my dad is a descendant of this family. Daniel W Windham is my dad's 3x great grandfather and the person that introduced the mixed ancestry on this line.

There is so much more research to be done. The Windham line has been traced back to 12th century England on some lines. I will, of course, do my own research instead of copying the details. You can't be sure of the accuracy unless you do the work. My fathers' DNA test has answered some question but has also revealed more mysteries. I can't wait to see the results of my mothers' DNA test. I wonder what her test will reveal.